Pray hard, fingers crossed

I've been stayed in Bristol since last week, jet lag? No. Homesick? Yeah a bit. Adapt to culture? Not really. Food? No comment. Course modules? Arghh, when is final exam going to end.. Indeed, I shouldn't be complaining all those and shall adapt very smoothly... I should know that the course modules will be tough since third year entry and all the Professor and Doctor expect you know everything with no difficulty. Exceptionally, can I boost up all my basics before going to start those level three modules?

I'm really frustrated on those with discrimination on Asian who direct entry to third year. What else you want me to do? Three years in UK? Yeah if I born in rich family like you of course I wouldn't be here to studied with you guys and don't expect you'll to accept me in the class. You can voice up I don't mind but please don't use your discrimination eyes look on me. Is very disgusting, I know you guys must be thinking what proof to let you entry to third year level, well I've completed my Diploma studies and collaborated between my college and university, simple as that.

I've been dreamed off to come to UK and yeah succeed. But still I've treated with unexpected and disappointed by some people. Isn't it UK is a lovely country with nice British people? Why still some of discrimination and racism still existed? My flatmates treat me so nice and finally I've relieve from bad circumstances that I had faced.. I hope the next few months I can adapt everything including my studies.

This blogged is designed to my friends with name Tinaye and Emily who studied with me together during our college time. I finally realized how hard to be an international student and have to withstand all the tough time as well as depression and it is not easy to study in foreign country as what we think. Wholeheartedly I have to apologize with both of you if I've did anything or said something that cause depression or sad.. Forgive me my friends. I hope both of you doing great and keep in touch with me even we're in different country. Do remember our friendship will keep going and bonded strongly...

Prayed hard for you and for my studies...