Heart's being complicated

Somtimes, I would think that this is impossible,

am I fall in Love with you or just my illusion?

Just by heart, things I want to share first will be you?

As arrange, if we fall in love with each other...

friend>lover>argue>friend>Stranger?

I'm worry we will become stranger if we break up from lovers. No more friend?

And I have so many things to worry about, I'm very anxiety.

If I go to UK, will you still be waiting for me? Or you will..

What feeling you have on me? Do you fall in love as i do?

I still don't know how to tell you, I scare you couple up with another guy.

Unexpectedly you fall in love with another guy, Maybe I will just bless you?

This is the first time my feeling is so unstable and unexplain.

Perhaps I not romantics like others but once I fall in love with you,

I will care what you care, I will sad if you sad, I will happy if you happy.

I affraid the feeling towards you will be deplete since distance always cause problems..

I really want to know your feeling on me? In love or just remain friend? At least I hope I can know before I going to uk.