Decision?

I am tired of waiting, with your cool treatment i gain nothing. What i tell to you i told, and result is i felt that you're just play me around and dumb me like a rubbish into the trash can. I am enough of waiting. Now i just want to expel you out of my heart, because i enough of hurting myself waiting an impossible answer. No pain no gain right? Fine.

I don't know how to explore out my feeling now. I really scare what i choose is wrong and hate to have regrettable thinking. What the hell are you in my life. Now get lost and fuck off now, get out of my sight; and i hate myself being so stupid and cowardly and just sacrifice everything for you and you dare to treat me this. What the fuck, i really get pissed-off when i heard about you this few days.

I am going to forget you and start my new life that chase you out of my heart and forever ever in my life. You see, i will do it!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!